Sometimes a person just feels horrible, and through no fault of their own or any one else. Lately I’ve been feeling as though things can’t get worse. It is difficult to find the good in each day when you feel as though the future looks terribly bleak. I am trying hard to take each day as it comes and in so doing somehow get through it.
It is easy to pass the blame onto things like low self-esteem, introversion and shyness. These are part of who I am, but are they really the reasons for all of my failures?
I’m a highly judgemental person, and I judge myself more fiercely than anyone else. I ping-pong from feeling good about myself and superior to others, then back down to feeling horrible and worthless.
It is beyond frustrating to feel overlooked and unappreciated. It doesn’t help your outlook on yourself or your future. It is just about the worst thing to feel, and I’ve been feeling it a lot lately.
I don’t know where I would be right now without my friends. Things would be much worse without them. You know who you are. Thank you. <3
TLDR: Rambling vague post about emotions is bereft of value.