Guildless Again

November 10, 2010

Well, here I go again on my own,

Going down the only road I’ve ever known.

Like a drifter I was born to walk alone…

~Whitesnake

I haven’t made up my mind, and I’m definitely wasting time.

I left my guild last night, or they kicked me, or something. I don’t even begin to know exactly what happened. They had hardly been communicative to me lately, although I hadn’t been so vocal lately either. Its the end of the expansion. What did they expect?

I just don’t know. It was probably my fault. I don’t really want to go into details here.

I feel pretty sad about the whole thing. I genuinely liked most of the people in the guild, and I thought they liked me. I guess I was mistaken. I don’t wish any ill will upon any of them. I hope things work out for the guild. I hope things work out for me without them.

I’m feeling a bit lost and lonely and I don’t know quite what to do. I guess I just bide my time and wait until Cata comes out.

Lord knows I’ve been getting the alt itch again. Who knows, maybe I’ll just end up truly playing the altoholic come Cata. Who needs raiding when there’s questing and RP and 5 mans and PVP to do?


Stuff My Raid Leader Says:

October 7, 2010

Our Alt group includes not one, but two Boomkin, lucky bastards! This little gem was said when they were standing next to each other in raid and they both procced a lunar eclipse.

They’re totally like girlfriends who hang out together so much that they get their period at the same time.


Oh, Sindragosa… again.

October 1, 2010

So, the Alt team is making its way through ICC 10 man. Since myself and two others who were on the progression team didn’t make it to the Lich King kill, we have been relegated to to the Alt team, which is really the only team. Are you confused yet? So am I.

We’ve killed everything, except for Sindragosa and the Lich King with the Alt group. This should be an accomplishment, but since everyone has already done it all on their mains (except the three of us), we kind of thought it would be a cakewalk. Well, not so much.

Welcome to nights of wiping on Sindy.

I managed to make the most of it, by playing with my Teldrassil Sproutling between attempts.

Ama playing with her Sproutling between Sindragosa attempts

As attempts wore on, the poor sproutling got kind of tired, and Ama didn’t blame her.

Sleepy Sproutling

One thing I have learned, sometimes Ama is perfectly content to be trapped in an ice tomb.

Happily tombed Ama

And sometimes Ama absolutely hates being trapped in an ice tomb.

Grrr! Ice tombed again?!

Particularly after Lady RNG has seen fit to chain tomb healer after healer until we wipe.

All in all, I think we are doing well. The first time we killed Sindragosa was after wiping on it for a week. This is a completely different group for all intents and purposes, and although we may all be the same people behind the toons, we are a different team. Many are re-learning how to do the fight in a completely different role than they are used to, and we are all re-learning how to work with each other in our different roles. We should be proud of getting her down to 8%. I have faith that we can get her down, but it was never going to be easy.

EDIT: The bony bitch is down! Woohoo!


Stuff My Raid Leader Says:

September 30, 2010

Today begins a new series that I intend to post once each week on Thursdays. Stuff My Raid Leader Says, is just that. Considering we kind of have a back-seat driver kind of method of raid leading in my guild, these quotes could really come from anyone.

Our Boomkins were struggling to battle rez one of the dps, and the following was said by the raid leader:

I think we’re all missing the most important thing here, that we had two men trying to get Heron up and they couldn’t.

Followed by Heron saying:

I don’t swing that way.

All names have been changed to protect the innocent, or something.


We killed the Lich King (except I wasn’t there)!

September 25, 2010

I know I’m so far behind the curve its not even funny. My guild killed the Lich King a few days ago, without me. I’m disappointed. I kinda went on a huge rant and vented my frustration at the guild, which was the wrong thing to do.

The night I missed, the night they killed the Lich King, was posted as a night for RS. No one wants to do RS. We all hate it. So I declined. If they had listed it as a Lich King night, I would have been there.

If I had been there maybe we wouldn’t have killed him. Sometimes I worry that I’m the fail factor that is making us not down things. Sometimes when I’m not there the guild gets things done.

I think what really made me blow up was because I was pumped up and ready to go kill the Lich King, only to find out he’s already down. Like I was loaded with testosterone, ready for the big game, except its canceled.

They say we’re gonna keep going and get everyone their title and get titles for alts, but I kind of feel like that’s just a pipe dream and that its not going to happen. But I’m taking things as they come, raid by raid. This week we got through the first 6 bosses, the easy stuff.  We shall see if we can extend the raid and get past Professor P with the alt team.


Progression Ama?

August 28, 2010

Ama has secured herself as a member of the guild’s progression team (which is really the only team, despite all of our talk about having a second 10 man group).

I’m starting to feel useful and good about my Discipline spec and healing. It’s about time. I should have installed the Recount + absorbs addon a long time ago. I’ve always just felt like a crappy healer because my hps sucks. I know meters aren’t everything, but it sucks consistently being the low man on the totem pole.

I still feel like Disc priests are a dime a dozen and I still want a raid healer (gogo druid), but at least now I’m starting to feel confident in myself. The failures I’ve had in PuGs have not necessarily been my failures, even though I’ve felt like they are.

Despite my off and on complaining, I love my guild and I love our raid team (when the whole team shows up).

The guild has actually made progression this week. It was progression for me too.

We killed Blood Council for the first time the other night. Yeah, I know, easy peasy, right? For some reason progression for us went:

Festergut–>Rotface–>Prof P–>Valithria–>Sindy–>Blood Council

You’d think after Sindy that we would be able to do anything, but we had it stuck in our mind that a dps could tank Keleseth, and well that didn’t work so well. We have learned the error of our ways, and are one step closer to Arthas.

Ama has finally gotten that last bit reputation with the Ashen Verdict, and gotten the uber ring of awesomeness, as well as a fancy achievement/title.

It’s not as shiny as Kingslayer would be though.

 


Achievements Galore!

August 15, 2010

Ama’s been very busy.

I finally got to see the Professor P fight, and watching him die gave me:

And I also got to see Valithria, and watching her live gave me:

Then we went off PVPing and I got:

and

Best Achievement ever!

I’m actually having the time of my life when it is time for me to play with my guild. We have a new priest in the guild too. She is Holy and the two of us heal together with near perfect synergy. I haven’t had a healing partner fit so well with me since Jezzabell. It feels really good.


Where am I and what is this handbasket?

August 4, 2010

Well, after a nearly perfect month of posting every day, I have seriously slacked off. I’m not really slacking off. I’ve changed jobs and am currently working 3rd Shift. The blog was something I used to do during my breaks at work. I’m still playing and having a blast, but I need to readjust to my new schedule and fit in blogging time. I have tons of words in my brain, but am struggling to make time to let them out.

In the meantime, my DK was deleted to make space. The Taurens made it to 15, ran two horribad RFC pugs. At which point I decided if we are going to do dungeons, I am going to heal. So the Taurens have been deleted in favor of Blood Elves. He has made a Hunter and I have made a Paladin, which I promptly named Amaste. As the RP continues so does the actual character.

Ama and the guild downed Halion, but we still are struggling to fill ICC raids. I pugged ICC 10 this week, and it was… stressful. I’d much rather be with the guild. One of my old friends from a previous guild has joined us. It’s so good to have him with, but we still need another reliable tank.

Anyway, here’s hoping more blog time flows my way.


I got the blues

July 31, 2010

I got the lowdown, end of expansion, Cata is in Beta, StarCraft 2 just came out blues…..

No, I’m not experiencing the ennui that many bloggers get towards the end of expansion. I’m still playing every day and enjoying it immensely.

My little 10 man guild is bleeding raiders, though. Both the GM and the RL, as well as the raiders in the guild, are getting a bit frustrated. This is the second week in a row in which we haven’t had enough people online to push progression ICC content. The GM is fiercely against pugging people into our group (unless its my bestfriend, then we make exceptions). Last week we 9 manned up through Saurfang and called it quits. This week we haven’t gone to ICC at all. We 8 manned the weekly dungeon boss and that’s it.

What have I been doing if I haven’t been raiding?

  • Well, the baby taurens are now level 14,
  • Farming Sha’tari Skyguard rep,
  • And attempting to fish up Mr. Pinchy while I’m at it.
  • I’m also occasionally hitting up the Baron in Stratholme for an attempt at the mount.

But mostly I’ve been:

Yep, running Battlegrounds.

Its a little more fun when you have friends or guildies with you. Besides, now that I’m off of the PVP realm and back on our little backwater Battlegroup, I’m finding that I may have picked up some skills while I was on TFC. I’m a little beast sometimes in BGs. Sometimes I’m just squishy, but sometimes RAWR! OOMing in a BG means you’re doing it right. Plus, I kinda feel sexy in my red pvp gear.


RP Hate

July 25, 2010

There is a member of my guild who is very vocal about disliking Roleplay, I’ll call him Mack. To be fair Mack is also very vocal about just about everything.

Mack has told me over and over again how horrible the players from Moonguard and Nesingwary are when he runs into them in random heroics, ending his comments by spitting, “Fucking Roleplayers!” I find it amusing because Nesingwary isn’t an RP realm, and he never mentions Wyrmrest Accord or Farstriders which are RP realms. My guess is he doesn’t really realize which are RP realms and which aren’t. If they’re bad they must be RP. I’ve done my share of pugging, and personally, I’ve had more trouble with players from the PvP servers on our Battlegroup than the RPers.

Are we talking about Tirion?

With the plethora of newbies invading the realm, I guess Mack has run into some roleplayers. Mack is very against the invasion of newbs, and it gets even worse if he thinks they are RPing at him.

So I found it incredibly amusing when someone said in trade, “If you don’t know who the leader of the Argent Crusade is then get off our server.” Mack said, “Yeah! If they don’t know that shit they need to gtfo!”

Last I checked, knowledge of the primary faction leaders and storyline is what we call Lore. Knowledge of Lore would be a primary criteria for Roleplaying. I called him out on it, and he had no response.

This one time at the Aldor bank…

It reminds me of this one time back in BC, a friend and I were outside of the Aldor bank chatting in /say. Some random person came up to us and told us to go find an RP server to RP on, because no one wants to hear us. The funny thing is that I was talking to her about taking my cat to the vet IRL.

I recognize that I’m not on an RP realm anymore, but it still makes me a little butthurt when I hear people trashing Roleplayers. I think a lot of times most mainstream players have no concept of what RP really is. It’s human nature to fear and lash out at that which you don’t understand, I suppose.

Guild Concerns

Mack’s viewpoint is infectious. The entire guild has taken to making fun of the Moonguard players whenever they appear in a group, even if they are playing well enough. “Oh the Moonguard Mage is doing 100 dps less than me. Stupid Moonguard.”

Even more frustrating, they start talking in Old English, as if that is how real RPers talk. “The Moonguard people are too busy saying, ‘My lord, perhaps we might visit the lumbermill this day, for they hath the finest oak in the realm.’ to perform well in a BG.” I’ve actually threatened to gquit. I know I should just let the jokes go, but I know I am a Roleplayer at heart, and it hurts.

/2 WTB a little tolerance, paying with kindness, pst.

My GM and I spoke about the issue a few days later, and all is well. They have had nothing but abysmal experiences with Moonguard. It has nothing to do with RP, although, since they know it is an RP server, the jokes tend to turn that way. At the time I didn’t feel like I had any means of standing up for RP. He gave me a few suggestions that he thought could diffuse the situation if it came up again. He apologized and explained that he meant no offense to me.

Special Project Time?

Personally, I have had nothing but good experiences with the players from the 3 RP realms on our battlegroup. I think it may be time for a new pet project in which I document what realm different players in randoms are from and grade them on skill and behavior, just to get a test of where the scrubs really lie (at least in my opinion).

The irony is that Cairne has a reputation for being the shitty server on the Battlegroup.


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